Just some thoughts from me, glad you're doing well
I’m glad you were able to take some time and the opportunity to take a step back for some self-discovery. 
Although, if I may say, I’m not too surprised a diagnosis of neurodivergent is being talked about; I figured something was up with the absolutely huge number of languages you’d taken on yourself and how you always seemed to be at 150%. Not to say there’s anything wrong with that at all, but I feel like that’s more effort than most can/want to keep up with unless there’s something going on in the background, and there are enough people on the forum who also identify as neurodivergent in one way or another for some common patterns to slowly show themselves.
Anyway, I hope you’re able to find a happier and healthier balance for yourself; if there’s any way I can help, whether it be as a listener or helping run book clubs and such on here, or whatever, just let me know!
And on that note, I bet you can find some good advice from friends on the forum if you ever need it! I know there’s been some discussion in the listening challenge threads from ADHD peeps, all discussing what works for them to get the most out of their listening, for example.
I definitely don’t want to add to your pressure right off the bat, but I can highly recommend the current BL pick, 僕らの食卓! It’s a wonderful little 癒し系, and pretty easy to read to boot. (Plus the original story is just a single volume, so you can do a one-and-done with no worry.) Don’t worry about catching up with/keeping up with the schedule at all; just wanted to toss it on your radar!
