Ugh I haven’t updated in 2 months…
It’s not that I haven’t done anything, but pretty much just the bare minimum (which means not slacking on Renshuu just because I’m genuinely terrified thinking of the SRS aftermath nightmare).
In German, they call this “Sommerloch”. Actually I’m almost sure I had this around the same time last year, but I can’t go back monthwise in my stats. I had a screenshot of my rollercoaster stats graph, but I can’t find it anymore.
Anyway, it feels kinda demotivating, at the same time I’m trying to think happy thoughts that I did something. I finished 丸の内魔法少女ミラクリーナ and the first playthrough for my visual novel. I finished N2 grammar deck which gave me a great opportunity to tone down the new cards. I went to another language exchange meetup (even though it wasn’t really great language-wise).
There’s this one person inside of me that just wants to lay in bed all day and mope, but at least there’s that other person is dragging her at the hair to at least go brush teeth. So my figurative brushing of the teeth is now bare minimum SRS, watching 2 anime episodes a month and read 10 pages a week. At least till this Sommerloch is over (praying that it does end eventually). Funnily enough, at yesterday’s 38C I strangely felt more motivated to read a little - maybe it’s the feeling of beach vacation (in reality, I don’t have any vacation days left until September - big sad).
Going to update my intro post with stats now cuz numbers bring me a little bit of joy.
