Update 26/03/2023:
Apologies in advance, this is a long one and I’ve not split it into sections like I usually do
Spent the last week finishing off the Genki 2 workbook kanji section. I gave up on the first section after 40 odd pages due to how I was feeling last weekend and also how much it was dragging me down so picked it up again from page 109 for the kanji reading and writing sections since I can always have more Kanji practice and it kept me feeling I was still doing something to study. I finished it but didn’t want to start キノの旅 again until today (more on that below) so instead I started working through Kanji from Zero book 1 (almost half way through now) because it’s mostly writing and kanji recognition which will help me in the long run and it also gives me some more practice in context without being too taxing and I can do it between calls when working from home without having problems trying to remember what the rest of a sentence was before the call came through.
When I’m feeling disheartened, I try to find a way to continue doing something in the way of studying but something that isn’t going to make me feel worse or cause burn out so I don’t give up.
I’ve wanted to learn Japanese since primary school where I became fascinated by how different it was to English. Since I’ve found decent resources for learning it as an adult, I don’t want to give up on it. I do enjoy it, both the learning process (mostly) as well as the progress I can see that I’ve made, even if it’s not where I want to be. It’s still progress and it’s still a step ahead of where I was yesterday or even this time last year. Focus on the positives and the progress made as well as the journey and not the end point. Patience is a must, and I need to remember that.
I’ll continue working through Kanji from Zero then probably work through the Japanese from Zero books while I’m working from home (purely to keep motivation going and break up the monotony of calls while still keeping my writing skills in check and possibly increase my kanji recognition) but when not working, my main focus is going to be working through キノの旅 book 1 as eefara suggested. So that gives me 2 half days and 2 full days a week to focus on キノの旅 (minus time for any appointments etc). I’m hoping to be able to read a chapter a week but might get through less depending on how it goes. Hoping a chapter a week isn’t too ambitious though the prologue and epilogue I’m going to read along side their closest chapters.
My plan is to watch the episode in the series if there is one for the chapter first (in English then Japanese), then read through the chapter (completely or in sections, not quite sure yet) looking up words only when I don’t know the reading so I can read through even if I don’t understand (not all the kanji have furigana). A second read through with looking up every word meaning I don’t know or grammar pattern I don’t understand, then a third read through trying to understand it as I’m reading. Probably not the best plan but I’ll see how it goes.
I’ve started to use this with the prologue today, though I read it right through and not in sections just because it’s not too long and I’ve read it before. I did notice I was looking up less meanings for the furigana-less kanji this time even on my first read through though not sure if that’s from practicing writing kanji or just because I recognize then from reading it before. I’ve also taken a note of all the vocabulary I didn’t know but most of the grammar is stuff I’ve covered before or could figure out in context.
I’ll wait til after dinner before starting chapter one and hopefully have that completed this week so I can start on chapter two next week. Thinking I may add an additional post on here that I can edit after reading each chapter so I keep a note of the gist of what I’ve read each time. Might help me keep track.
I think this will keep me busy for a while though there’s only 8 chapters including the prologue and epilogue. I think after completing it I will look at trying to read it right though again and see how much I remember/ have picked up.
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Edit: Addition to update 26/03/2023:
Already thinking this isn’t going to work the way I planned, so changing to intensive reading first then re-reading to try to remember what I’ve read with the help from the vocabulary and grammar I’ve picked up during the intensive reading process.
The prologue was fine but mostly because I understood it from before. The first chapter is a different story but that may be because of the detailed explanations of things I know nothing about. I can understand it with the help of the vocabulary look ups though. Hopefully it’ll be easier next time round but I think a week for a chapter may be over ambitious with how I’m planning to do this if I don’t want to burn out.
We’ll see.